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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
~My Peaceful Days~
Today is my third day at work... time flies rather fast for me... think i do learn a lot from my current workplace... n now then i realise there's actually so much for me to learn... all the time in Nafa, i been slogging all the way... haha.. ;p Now its a good start for me... cos i can put most of my concentration on my work... n tis job is rather busy.. n got lots to rush everyday... perhaps tis is when i can get my mind more peaceful... n during working hours, nothing will make me think of much.... all i got to think is work work work! Although tats sounds boring to most of u... but then its really a peaceful life for me... i do not have to worry so much or think of so many things.... Think due to my busy, hectic working life, i will miss my weekends n treasure my weekends a lot... So wat can i expect for my coming weekends? Shopping again? haha... nvm.. i will look forward to it.... (",)
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 5:58 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
\~My First Day at work~/
Today is my first day... Many things to learn... so i m trying my best to learn as much as i can... Frankly speaking, time really do passed faster than i were in NAFA... but i m learning.... wish me good luck...
Many things happen recently... or i could say is tis whole year i m having bad lucks all the way.... Yest nite, my parents were having a big quarrel.. i was being woke up by my dad... he came knocking my door... i opened the door n saw my mum crying here n there.... throwing tantrum... haizz.. poor me... i tried to talk them thru... but i failed... i didnt managed to cool my mum down n my mum kept crying... i oso dunno wat to do... the poor me who need to start work today cant even sleep properly... n the worse thing is i cant take it anymore... n i went downstairs alone for a scroll... in the night at 1am... really hated my life!! its so sickening tat they had to quarrel n make things up to tis stage... i might be experiencing an even worse scenerio... tat is to have a broken family! Argh... my life really sucks!! Hate my life so much so much!!
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 5:27 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
Today is my last day in NAFA… Felt rather sad tat I m going to leave a place, all the familiar faces which I see everyday… kind of feeling bu xi guan tat I wont be going tis way to office from next Monday onwards… :(
But yest one stupid thing happen…. My stupid boss send me tis email in the morning…
But yest one stupid thing happen…. My stupid boss send me tis email in the morning…
Handling over the accounts
Samantha Teo Boon Khee
Dear Adeline
Now that we have a replacement for your post, could you kindly list down the things that you will hand over to our new colleague?
Go through the work with her, especially the posting for the new campus account. We will have 2 more payment and it is important that she knows where to post the entries. Show her the last payment and let her try out. Then compare the results.
Also, show her how to use the FA register. (CS, please arrange for her training by the vendor next week).
Regds
Samantha Teo
Director ( Finance and Administration)
Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts
After reading her email, I was expecting for a new staff to come in either yest or today…. As I even read tat it was a her tat she was referring to… so I even tell my colleagues… oh… it’s a gal… so I waited n waited… but no one was in… so I thot perhaps the new gal onli comes in tmr…
At 5.45pm, my boss chase after me for closing for June accounts… But I was hoping to show the new gal how to close accounts n so on… then my boss called me… asking me is my accounts closed? So I told her no… I will close account by today which is my last day… then she say cannot! She needs it urgently for her reporting… then she say I have to stay OT to close my whole account… I told her NO… I cant! *cos I got yoga lesson* then she said… didn’t u hand over ur things to the new staff? I say no, she’s not in yet… she say she is sitting there mah… y u didn’t hand over? I said which her r u referring to? She say Alice’s temp… then I said no one told me abt handing over to her… then my boss said I send u the email already mah… then I said ur email only say HER! Who is the HER? Then she said how come u dunno? How m I suppose to know? I got so pissed off! No one passed correct information to me!! Then she ask me to ask my temp, which is Jerry n the gal, Grace to stay OT to close the account… Then I said they told me they cant! N the gal told me… tmr I be on half day leave… I got so fed up… how m I going to handover in half a day time…??? So I called my boss n tell her… Grace is on half day leave tmr… then guess wat my crazy boss said? She said…. Then u come back on a weekend to handover lor!! I got so pissed off by her… I told her I dunno I have the time to come back wif my busy schedule…. Then she say then how? No one to takeover ur things… I gave them one month notice… its their own problem tat they didn’t manage to get replacement… wat she wan me to do? I be starting my new job next mon… Anyway, I wont be coming back on weekends.. I will just do whatever I can… anyway from grace’s expression, she doesn’t seems wan to takeover like tat… I dunno wat they going to do… but I will just handover to her… not going to care anymore…. So pissed off!
After tis stupid issue, I leave office at abt 7pm n rush home to change n get my yoga mat… luckily I still able to make it at 8pm… so meet meifang up at 7.45pm n went for our yoga lesson… the lesson still quite enjoying…. Another pissed off things happen again!! After our yoga lesson, we went to the CC’s office to make payment… cos last week, when we went to make payment, an Indian guy told us tat their system got problems so cannot collect our payment first… then told us our name is inside… n the lesson starting so ask us to go for lesson first then come back pay next week… Therefore, yest after our lesson, we went to make payment… the gal there told us… “The class is full n the system cant take in anymore!!” we got so pissed off… wat the hell is it happening now? It’s the guy who told us n promised us!! Dunno how they do things one… then keep pushing things… then tis meifang got so worked up too… had a short quarrel wif the gal… wat we wan now isn’t who’s at fault… but wat other alternatives they can give us…. Then the gal say she will ask the teacher then let us know… so we commented… “pls kindly give us a call back!” pissed off pissed off!! By the way, since yest 9pm till now… no one call regarding tis issue…. Haizz… wat a day yest!!!
I think I too pissed off… should talk abt other topics… haha…. Since wed, my finance colls treats me for lunch… we had a lunch in cos we cant all go out for lunch together… so they ordered pizzahut n KFC for me!! But somehow, I didn’t feel anything in a way… so sad… its like we just eat our own food like tat….
From Left to Right:
MeiYin, Alice, Cindy, Me
Me & Jerry
Then thurs which is yest, Ivan, Norvin, Martha, Zoe, Poh Kim treats me for lunch at Jack’s Place… its quite a heartwarming session… we had our lunch, had fun talks, n took pictures… As for Celine, Charlene & Felice, they bought me a cake… :) Really felt appreciated in a way!! Thanks to All!!!
These are pictures which I took yest…!
From Left to right:
Norvin, me, Martha, Zoe, Poh Kim, Ivan
Today, I prepared lots of small gifts for my colleagues! I prepared 9 presents… n 32 chocolates pack! Guess wat time I slept yest? I slept at 4am!!! I was wrapping all tis stuffs… so feeling rather tiring now… didn’t get enough sleep… but was rather happy to get all tis done… although its just small gifts… hope they will get my thoughts….See… These are all the small gifts for my colleagues… think I m going to be santa claus today!!
The gifts tat i wrapped yest nite!
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 10:24 AM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
\~Explanation on Everything~/
After all my frens who got to know abt my tag board incident, everybody feel so surprised wat is it abt? actually its just one of my posting which got to the whole issue... Cat is trying to help n stand by me... ~thanks cat... i know u r a good fren :)~ wat i could explain is cat is just a fren trying to stand by me... i know u feel tat her words attack u but can u try not to attack her personal things? pls stop tis war wif her... as tis is between us n i dun wish to involve more n more parties.... *pls* do me tis favour..
i know u dun feel good regarding our breaking up.... but i dun feel good either... i dunno is it u feel tat i m the one who initiate tis breakup n thus u feel tat i owe u an explanation on y? i dunno how u feel oso... but i could say i have my reasons for tis breaking up... it makes up of a lot of issues.... if u wan to know the full story... u say... i can write it all out in my tmr's posting... its up to u whether u wan to know or not? for tis conclusion tat i made, i wasnt feeling good oso... remember u r the one who say we can still keep in touch... but got many times, i know u r avoiding me in msn... i dunno is it i sensitive lah... but i know u feel tat i m at fault... i do agree tat i m at fault for tis failure of our relationship... but then, wat really happen? do u know? for all my past relationships, u r the only one tat i was always protecting in a way... i nv really been frank wif my words to u in many things.. cos i dun wish to hurt u... cos i m afraid tat u cant take my harsh words... so for the reason of our breaking up, i did hide some of the facts in a way... Towards ah beng or my ex in the past, all my unhappy things or things tat i just not happy, i will just say it all out in a very straight forward manner... cos they r too used to my temper in a way... but for u, little things, u will feel rather heavy n u will smoke n drink.... i dun wan... i hope u will recover fast n move on.... Am i wrong in covering all tis facts? perhaps i should be frank like before... but i didnt... *sorry for didnt let u know the whole truth* i leanrt tis today... TRUTH hurts... but darkfulness do hurts at times too... so wat is the correct thing to do?
for my first posting regarding u, tats purely how i feel towards our relationship... my blog is for me to write out how i feel towards everything... my blog is for me to write out all my feelings... especially those which is kept inside my heart... i need air to breath too...
As for the drastic change tat u mention, i dunno wat u wan to do to urself... but then, i hope u do know wat u r doing... :)
i wish to tell u tis... i really do appreciate for all the things tat u did for me in the past... sometimes i didnt express myself but doesnt mean i just dislike things u did.... u might have felt things tis way... i m not those kind who dun appreciate things... i do... but i just didnt express all out...
Actually wat is ur expectation of a gf? actually in love, there shouldnt be a solid or definite ans to which kind of gals or guys u wan... cos all tis r feelings issues... u can meet a gal wif all the requirements tat u wan... but do u love her? tats the most impt factor in a relationship... u may love somebody which didnt meet ur requirements at all.. but the fact turns out to be tis person could be the one u will love most... Do u agree?
i really do hope things dun turn so sour in tis manner... i still hope we can remain as good frens... still can come out for coffee n so... i didnt expect things to turn bad till tis manner...
i always ask myself tis... is it for relationship, after the sweet period of love n after a storm of unhappiness, there's really no way to be frens once again? tis person told me tis "i can nv be fren wif u... u can either be my gf, if not, i dun even wan to remain as normal fren.. to be normal fren is impossible" i simply hate tis sentence lor... it seems so petty... especially from guys... cos isnt petty used to describe gals? to me, an once couple can still remain as frens.. y not? cos tis person knows u well enough in a way n can give better advises to u... who love to have more enemies than frens? i hope u understand wat i mean... to me, i do classified u as somebody who can talk things out properly... n i do believe u arent someone so petty rite? (not like somebody angry wif me till now over such a small issue - u know who i refering to rite?) i hope u have a better understanding of how i feel n think till now.... actually sometimes i do wonder, do u actually know wats the reasons for our breaking up?
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 6:45 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
\~My reply to u~/
Being quite surprised tat u actually reply to my tag.... for wat i could say... i m not blaming u for tis relationship tat didnt worked out... i oso know tat u dun feel good abt it... but i just wish to express out how i feel... n nothing else do matters now... both u n me comes from a different world... we have tried to combine our world as one but sad to say, we failed to do so... the problems dun come from u solely.. its my fault too... cos i m holding on to my pasts... i didnt point my fingers solely on u... but tats the kind of feelings tat i felt n i just wish to write out... tats wat my blog is for mah... if not, i dun think i have a need to write blog... wat i need for my next relationship is somebody who is able to provide me wif great security n tolerance tat i need... i need great security cos i dun have any trust in man... Our relationship fail cos u didnt provide me wif the kind of secure feelings i need... but everything is over... i do believe i m not the type of gal tat u wan.. cos u wanted great security on ur side too... thus, ended both of us r protecting from one another like hell...
i just wan to write out how i feel... i hope u padon me for writing it all.... at the beginning when got on wif u, i really love u n i had wanted it to be a final stop... after my past r/s wif ah beng, i wanted a worked out relationship... i had always wanted a relationship to work out n see the happy ending... i did tried hard... but we put in efforts at the wrong time... do u know wats the main problem tat i see between us? i dun felt being loved! i wanted more than all tis... i wanted the kind of care n concern from a bf... but u failed to give me... when i started to realise we do have problems... i didnt wan to end our r/s... i had wanted it be a last stop for me... i have thot a lot... i tried to forget n continue... I had spoke to many of my frens... Everyone ask me if i see no future, y do i still hold on? i replied: i m hoping for a miracle to happen... a miracle which i always thot n wanted to see... think i must be dreaming in my homeland... come to think abt it, maybe tis miracle will not happen, n u happen to ask me abt how r we progressing.... tis triggle my thots to tell u all... we always commented in a relationship, no party is at fault.... (you yin bi you guo) there must be a reason to everything... i didnt wan to blame u for anything... i just wish to express out my feelings.. i just writing out how i feel... tats all... just like u have ur own group of frens n u will tell them how u feel... i m just doing the same way as wat u r doing... definately my frens will sure stand by me n definately ur frens stand by u too.... u mentioned "i using one finger to point at ppl n actually 4 are pointing to myself"... i wish to explain tis... cos arent u doing it oso.... u oso will tell ur frens how u feel... who dun protect himself? all human do so lor... u say i need to be a better person... it hurts in a way tat u actually saying me in tis way... i didnt expect tis... but anyway, i m fine now... but i wish to add on tis... not necessary the one who initiate is at fault.... i wish to explain tis... cos the party who initiate it didnt feel good oso... just tat everyone will tend to more sympathise wif the other party... but who will feel good after a breaking r/s.... i dun feel good... but i will let it all to a rest... i dun wish to mention it again...
i m leading my life rather well now... n i oso hope u will find ur own life n own happiness... anyway, we are all grown up adults... there's no point in saying abt anything tat we cant solve n quarrel over all tis small little issues... its all over... we shouldnt be bothered by the past anymore... Let us all let go of everything for now... After a failure, we need to move on n forget.... Forgiveness is the key to unhappiness... tis phase i learnt today really taught me a lot of things.. i will remember it... Be it watever happen in the future, we can still remains as frens... The kind of frens wif no hatred in it.... (",)
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 10:55 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
\~My Expectations from a BF~/
I being thinking of wat to post for my expectations of a bf!! Hmmm... actually my frens all says i expect a lot... but did i really expect a lot?
1. must be taller than me
2. must be older than me
3. a career minded bf
4. a future which i could see
5. must dote on me (definately)
6. give in to me at times
7. must understand me
8. must be considerate n shows me wif the amount of care n concern
Hmmm... tats all for the time being... still cant think of much things to post... will update again... ;p But it seems tat my expectation quite simple only... but then i think i m too troublsome.. my fren always say i ba dao mah... keke... maybe tats the most difficult thing tat a guy can accept... haha... i think i m really ba dao in the past... but tats the past... m i still like tat? i oso dunno... haha... but maybe....
2. must be older than me
3. a career minded bf
4. a future which i could see
5. must dote on me (definately)
6. give in to me at times
7. must understand me
8. must be considerate n shows me wif the amount of care n concern
Hmmm... tats all for the time being... still cant think of much things to post... will update again... ;p But it seems tat my expectation quite simple only... but then i think i m too troublsome.. my fren always say i ba dao mah... keke... maybe tats the most difficult thing tat a guy can accept... haha... i think i m really ba dao in the past... but tats the past... m i still like tat? i oso dunno... haha... but maybe....
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 5:25 PM
\~The Real Truth in Life~/
In ur whole life, from young, u will hear from guys saying i will love u forever... but pls... is tis a promise or a sweet talk or i could say tis as a crap!! Wat is call love forever? wat is the meaning actually? is love tat cheap in the current world now? few weeks ago can love tis person but then after tat forget abt everything... haizz.. everybody is treating love very lightly... i leave a bf of cos there's a reason behind it!! y did i do so? wat is the thing tat prompt me to leave? there's many reasons to it.... one of it is the greatest... cos i dun feel being loved!! Although i wanted to love someone more than the person loves me... but down the road, of cos i will still hope for the somebody to love me... eventually wat i wanted is the amount of care n concern tat i needed.... all the rest of the reasons are all excuses!! i hated ppl saying love me when actually he dun... i hate liars... i hated love which isnt serious... everybody is doing it! when walking out of a relationship, its actually so easy to forget someone means u have nvr love tis somebody truthfully... i dun like tis feeling... i dun wish to know the truth... watever it is, i hated the real truth cos the real truth always seems sad n hurting... watever the case, i wish u all the best! For me, i think after all my past experiences, i do have fear... i begin to treat relationship as nothing.. cos no one is true oso... since nobody is treating it as a serious thing, so y should i? i nvr wan to be a silly gal once again... i wan to be a smarter gal who will be able to differentiate who is true n who is not... wish me all the luck... although till now, i still dun have the ability, but i m learning to see things wif my heart n not wif my eyes... actually guys are all great liars in a way... but wat can i do? got only one thing: tat is learn to be smarter.....
As for ur fren who is a great liar... i really cant see the need to lie to somebody who is so close to u especially someone who could be ur wife.... its so stupid to do such a thing in a way.... but i have nothing more to say... watever it is, its up to the somebody... i dun wish to interfere... cos if u love her, u wont treat her at tis manner n lie to her till tis extent... but tats her life... she will decide things for herself...
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 4:34 PM
