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Thursday, June 30, 2005
\~My Updates on life~/
A long n boring week actually.... actually got lots to do before leaving nafa... but then i too lazy to do... n worst of all, nafa is having its external audit rite now... n seems like my boss is afraid tat no one will be taking over my work n wanted me to complete everything before i leave... haizz.. but i m just too tired in doing all tis... Nvm.. only left one more week.... ;p
Today, i met one of my pri cum sec sch fren on the train... we were discussing abt one of my fren... keke... tis guy let tis gal down n now the guy wanted the gal back... but the gal dun wan anymore... seems familiar rite? tis is wat always happen in life... its true tat when young, all of us do wrong things... everyone do wrong things... but when we grow older, we will think y did we do wrong... haizz.. tis is wat life is... but its very true tat if we still hold on the past, we can nv be a happy person again... cos we did too many wrongs in the past... Be it rite or wrong, think its all over! haha... i know how to say but to do it seems so far away... keke... stupid me rite? but then, i m doing very well now.... its just tat at times, i m not thinking correctly... but still, i m rather fine n contented wif wat i m having rite now... i just hope my life will continue in tis smooth journey...
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 8:58 AM
Monday, June 27, 2005
\~My Weekends~/
Last sat, i attended ann n robin wedding... tis pretty bride kept telling me she very tired... haha... but can see she's very happy... then for robin, everybody commenting tat after marriage, robin will sure grow fat... haha... cos they say when ppl feels contented, they will grow fatter... is tat true? but then the table tat they assigned for me, r all aunties... make me so boring there... but i managed to leave earlier... ~bad me~
Sunday, i went shopping... haha... my shopping spree day... i got a kapo hp pouch n a little cute kapo monkie... he damn cute... ;p then i went to mango sales.. haha... choose a lot of clothes but end up only bought 3 pieces.. but anyway, i already planned not to get any... got 3 already a bonus... haha... there goes my weekends again... today a boring n bluezz monday again... Again the start of a long week... but today is the last 2 weeks i will be in nafa... but still rather low morale leh... dunno y oso... hee... somehow, a bit nervous to work in my new organisation... haha.... but then, really happy to have a change of environment.... ok lah, now muz look forward liao... hee...
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 9:46 AM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
\~My Unhappiness~/
Suddenly i miss my laughter, my happiness, my cheerfulness in the past... i dun wan to be the current me wif lots of troubles, burdens in my heart... i wish to throw away all tis... i always thot to throw away troubles is such n easy task.. but its not... cos the burdens will remains in my heart forever.. it just matter whether m i able to lighten all my burdens n hide it deep deep inside my heart n nv to bring it up again... seriously speaking, i have phobia... i have phobia in believing guys' words once again... especially "sweet talks"... i hated guys sweet talks maybe its due to my past... but then come to think abt it, if life totally without sweet talks is kind of boring oso... keke... contradicting rite? i thot i can live my life without any sweet talks but somehow or rather i still will wan to hear sweet talks... ;p i think the conclusion still comes to one.. tat is a balance in everything... haha... actually now, i do have difficulties in which words are real n which are lies... i think tis is a serious problem... i somehow have doubts... keke... but is it in my subconciousness? i oso dunno... but i do believe i still need some time to heal my heart n everything... i do believe i will be able to be the past cheerful me again...
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 9:10 AM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
\~My Recent Life~/
Today received my Acceptance Letter of resignation... come to think of it, perhaps i started to miss nafa already... time flies, i m in nafa for almost 4 years... but i be leaving on the 8 July... think hor becos i m leaving quite soon... then all my bosses like giving me a lot of things to do... so tiring... yest i work till 10.45pm... now still very tired... anyway, its time to count down... i still have 12 more working days to go... n i will be changing to a more fast moving environment... maybe by then, i will have less time to update my blog... recently, dunno y... mood dun seems good... maybe too stress... haizz... Think when my busy life starts, i will have no more time to fight wif things in my heart.. perhaps by then, i will be a more happier gal leading a life which time flies too fast.... starting to hear people around me going to get married n so... sometimes wondering wat m i doing in my life... still doesnt know wat i wan... i m just counting days by days... but at least for now, maybe to start a career is a better thing to think of anything else... (",)
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 12:30 PM
\~Wat Men Wan~/
So wat does men wan in their relationship? Nowadays seldom can find a guy who can tell u "i love u" just love u n nothing else... cos all men have motives... There is no more pure love in tis world... A sad thing to say rite? haha... hmmm.... even if there is no sex life in the beginning, i believe after some time, the guy will still request for it... there's so many real examples in tis world... Y is tat so? i do hear cases tat if gal refuse to give it to guy, the guy will beat the gal up... stupid man rite? haizz... wondering wat is tis world coming to... who dun wan true love? but in tis big big world, there are difficulties to find true love nowadays... only thru long long period of time, u will know how true is the man to u...
Pure - Love which is simple n without sex, sex and more sex!!!!!
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 9:25 AM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
\~Wat Women Wan~/
Wat does women wan in life? Love, security, or comfort life? Or women are all greedy creatures... As in, women wan all... But normally, its almost near to zero to get all in a man... cos seldom can find such a person... but everything again needs a balance... maybe all 50% in a category? but wat if can only choose one or two in tis 3 categories... Wat will u choose? For me, i think i will choose love and security... maybe comfort life, i only need 50%? haha... i chose love and security... cos perhaps for the present me, i need security more than anything else... i wan a sense of security... but only wif love, i can get security... without love, it will eventually end up nowhere...
Maybe if time allows me to restart my whole life, i might have land it in a different way instead of wat i m having till now... its sad to know tat i have chosen a lot of wrong paths in my life... but still glad i m able to realise it by now.. but i do believe when a woman grows older, the expectations of wat u wan in a bf is higher... perhaps due to all past experiences, n u grow to know tat u wan more n more... its sad... i always envy those whose husband is the first bf... cos u have no expectations of wat u wan... u will have a much more simpler life... but humans are strange.. cos everybody wanted to try out new things.. Be it, a relationship... the more u try, the more confused u will be... ended up, u dun even know wat u wan...
People always commented "The one tat u are going to marry will not be the man/woman tat u love most in ur life"... But normally the one tat u loves most is someone who started wif u young... i think i know y... cos when young, u have no reservations to love somebody... u put in all ur love to love somebody... cos u dare to do it as u have never tried before... Once being hurt by the man/woman, u will never have the courage to love someone as much... Maybe only time can heal... but i do believe one day, u will know when n who is worth for u to love...
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 9:55 AM
Friday, June 17, 2005
\~My Resignation~/
Haizz... When i tendered my resignation last thursday, my accountant was ok wif it.. but when i came back after my leave, my director persuading me to stay.. but i dun wan to... now my resignation letter still holding by my director... HR didnt even receive it yet... but i not going to care liao cos i going to start my new job on 11 July 2005.... ~Looking Forward~
15 more workings days to go... then i will leave my current workplace... time to countdown... ;p
Weekend is coming again... so happi... but tis weekend got to look for yoga mat.. cos i going to start my yoga lesson next week... time for stretching... haha...
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 2:52 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
\~My New Job~/
Finally i tendered my resignation today... So my last day at NAFA will be 8 July 2005.... I be joining my new company on the 11 July 2005... Hope its a new start for me... hopefully got some cute guys there for me.. hahaha.. ;p
My new job is so far away... but at least i can learn something new there.... hope to get more experience...
As for me, i m still the past me... just tat time have changed... i will change wif time oso... if i still remains as wat i m in the past, i will always be the 20 yrs old me... i have grown up n of cos there's changes... everyone change... if not, then everything will remain as wat in 5 yrs ago... dun worry abt my changes... i have learned to let go of things... but i m slowly progressing... :)
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 2:36 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
\~The Stressed Me~/
My voice still didnt recover after 3 days.. no choice... but i still head on for my interview... Today's interview is rather relaxing in a way.. but still, i was a bit nervous n even msg joan tell her i nervous... haha... but i think now left the salary part to be negotiated... dunno are they able to give me the salary tat i wanted... haizz... how good if i can be a shao nai nai at home.. everyday go shopping & mahjiong... haha.... ~happy go lucky life~
i finally spoke out wat i feel in my heart... i m sorry if i had hurt u... but after speaking out my heart, i feel a lot better.. at least he knows how i feel in my heart now... i wont feel so burden in a way... but as for the future, i really dunno... i just wan it naturally... sorry for all....
Yest is his birthday... haizz... dunno y... i cant forget his birthday... think i can nvr forget his birthday, his numbers.... etc... all r inside my small little brain... haha... but just hope time will slowly lighten all my memories... hoping one fine day, i will wake up wif no memories...
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 6:50 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
\~My Revamped Blog~/
Finally completed wif my new blogskin... being so sickly recently... Tuesday just have a fever n now i lost all my voice... Its so xin ku tat i cant talk properly... n the worst thing is tat monday i have an interview... Dunno how m i going to cope for my interview wif my voice... hope they can close one eye... Anyway, i feel so happy... cos tis company i m going for interview is joan's company... i m going to join her... its so heart warming tat i can be coll wif her once again... Hope everything goes on smooth tis monday... ~wink~
[ Little Purinsesu ] blogged @ 10:21 PM
